Thursday, December 30, 2010

How I came to love stones........

I was introduced to stones when I was around eight years old. My Dad found them in a black velvet sack at the recycling plant he worked at. When he gave them to me there was about eight pieces the sack was the size of a little baggy you would use to carry marbles in. One of the pieces I really loved was a quartz and a smooth piece of hematite. The others were weird looking creations some seemed to be two pieces infused in one. Others I just didn't know what they were. My sack of stones I never got rid of it. I always had it in my room in the cupboard sometimes Id be pulling them out here and there and show people. I could never understand why I couldn't let go of them. Until now when I finally moved to Fresno my friend introduced me to the Magik. She showed me stones she would use in rituals size would vary from really small to pieces the size of a baseball. I loved it but I really didn't understand the power of the stones until I needed it.Now when I started working for a Call Center I would get really terrified because Customers would be upset yell and curse me out because they had fees on there account and I couldn't do squat about it.I know going to work seemed like a living hell. I couldn't handle the emotional burden that came with my job. I remebered what my friend said stones could be used for the purpose you set to them and thats when my velvet bag of stones came to mind. The stones I chose were hematite and the quartz. My intention set on them was to help me shield myself emotionally. So the first day I had my stones I had a terrible call. My heart was racing and my stones where right by my side on top of my desk. My hand reached for them as the conversation continued with my customers the stones where held tightly in my hand. My thoughts in my head where "Help me please dont let me get scared" and help me they did. These little guys where helping me overcome my fear granted I was still a little nervous but what occurred was absolutely magical. From there my job became easier and taking stones to work was as routine as taking my wallet or cell phone with me. It was odd at first because who carries rocks around with them? Little by little I realized I needed a big stone. My realization was I needed to graduate to a piece that I can hold in my hand and feel powerful. I went to this really amazing store known as The Fox Tail Gallery they have the most amazing pieces of stones anything you can imagine they would have. I walked around listening to my inner self. In my hands I held a sphere rose quartz this was a nice one but it didn't suit what I was looking for. So I then saw a flat piece of Labradorite I loved it I held it. I was confident that I wanted it. As I was about to pay for this piece of Labradorite I saw another one it was bluish green and when you moved it around the colors would shift. This stone was the shape of a jalapeno and it would fit in the palm in my hand and I could grip it perfectly. This was meant to be my friends. Ever since that day at downtown clovis I have had my Labradorite and it never leaves my side. Its always with me its like my wand. With out it Id be crushed but I know one day this stone will accomplish its goal with me and break, But until then I still enjoy my stone its a part of me and really in my own opinion I think its was what triggered me to unlock my psychic abilities.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

My first time astral traveling

My Psychic friend one time gave me a stone it was known as a Mexican dog tooth and a few incense sticks for astral travel. She told me to ground myself at night before I go to bed and keep the stone next to my bed and light the incense before bed time. Once I did that I lay there real skeptical anything would happen. So I felt a imaginary breeze hitting my body then I dosed off to sleep. Now the next thing that occurred was so unreal. I fell asleep well at least thought I did. I felt I was hovering and going to different places. I saw people on the ground and I was observing them from above. I wont go into detail on how they looked but it was like all night I never went to sleep I just kept going from one world to the other when I woke up I had a headache kind of like a hangover my mouth was dry and I was very sleepy. Only reason I was sleepy was because I was up all night traveling the world. Does that sound unbelievable?

Meditation is the Key

I always had a creative Imagination that was frankly out of control. And when It came to being Psychic I had a hard time differentiating what is my over active Imagination and what truly are messages I'm receiving. I had a great conversation with a Psychic friend of mine about this she would say you just learn to tell the difference. And the key my friends was the constant meditation. I meditated daily it would always be the same old thing just closing my eyes trying to clear my mind. One morning I lite some incense for psychic Inspiration I closed my eyes I went to that special quiet place after five minutes of sitting on the floor I felt my head tilt down then it was like I fell asleep but somehow I was still able to hear and be conscious of what was going on it was an absolutely weird sensation. What I was experiencing was a altered state of mind which I never fully achieved in the past! All I did after that was freak the hell out I just didn't know what to think.I called my psychic friend told her all about it and she knew I was ready for a test out on the field. At this point I thought she was nuts. She said meditating is what caused me to reach this level and ever since I started I subconsciously set my intention to gain psychic abilities.

How it all Began

I was drawn to the unknown from an early age but my journey really began when I moved to Fresno a year and half ago. I meet an individual that was a psychic and of course when you meet
one you get curious. You ask the obvious question like how does it work? Can I become Psychic? Can you read my mind now? My friend gave me the reality of it which helped me learn fact from myth. She once time told me everyone is some what Psychic. We all have it. Kind of like when you know who was gonna call before you picked up the phone and so forth. So I tested that theory out and I started mediating daily just closing my eyes and clearing my head. Then gradually I moved to mediating with stones and incense and thats were the magic truly began